Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

maybe I turned it up so you would listen.

"I guess you know that I, uh,
love you so,
even though,
you don't want me no more,
hey, hey, hey, I'm cryin' tears,
all through the years,
I tell you like it is,
honey, love me if you can."

Perhaps my Freudian slip?

I long for moments like Sunday morning when we're laying in the grass and the leaves together with that certain comfortable silence that brings peace to my heart. It's as if time is frozen. I want to lay there forever.

I really wish I could grasp an understanding of this all. Why we can't be together? Why do you act so fickle towards me?

I'm so tired of cryin'! "I'm so tired of being alone!" I just want my baby back! I know you know how much I love you. I've never known anyone that projected so many emotions from me. It's truly unbelievable.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Yeah, I suck. In a good way, though.

I'm really lagging on this blog thing. I write like once a week and if you think I'm bad at this one, you should check out my livejournal. I'm new to this whole blogging thing again. Give me a break. Plus, live journal plans to be more of my creative writing blog. This is my real journal, I guess.

I've been listening to a lot of Born Ruffians lately. They're what I like to call brilliant.

Tonight, I went to Spiral Diner and Barnes & Noble with Aaron in celebration of our 8 mos. that was yesterday the 21st. That guy is the best thing for me. I can honestly say. We went to his house and fell asleep quickly. I just feel at utmost comfort along side him. He said that he would not mind living with me. That meant a lot more to me than he probably knows.

Yesterday, I hung out with Bailey. It was the first time we'd hung out alone so there was plenty of getting to know each other. She's a really swell girl. One of the few people I know with a good head on her shoulders.

I want to move to Denton a lot more than I did before. It seems like a lot more friends are there. A lot of people I need to catch up with, at least.

Lastly, I'd like to a shout out to Melissa Jane. I thank her for being my support team. I just wish this distance or financial defecit didn't keep us from spending some genuine friend time together.